Ok, I am dumb

Monday blues can be quite lethal I must admit.

While I've complained most of my Monday blues, I bet yesterday's was so far the most ridiculous.

Knock off and rush to school for the payment. My long awaited payment in fear of missing the next intake should I delay any further. Thus explains why I die die must settle everything by end of yesterday.

Just when I thought I could have the case closed, the 5k (thank goodness I didn't opt for the 10k payment) worth of cheque sitting itself comfortably inside my paperbag with the rest of my barang barang including my novel and my piles of bills to be paid off, something morbid has to happen.

So there I was, waiting happily for my turn...

... ... ... ...

Then I realised I couldn't find my stupid cheque.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHRAO! I LITERALLY LOST MY SCHOOL FEE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!? THE FAITHFUL CHEQUE I WAS SO CAREFULLY "PROTECTING" AND POOFT!! IT WAS GONE. GONE!!!!!

I swear I wanted to jump off from my school building. But I was already on first floor, so no point...

*Search frantically*

Thankfully, Daddy was at home to help me check if I left it somewhere. Believe it or not, I was whimpering amidst the reception hall (with very maliciously good sound surround) when he told me it wasn't anywhere I've mentioned.

Die. There goes my hard-earned.

Then!!!!!

It then occurred to me that I've discarded some letters into my bin. Could it be....

I can't be so blur, can I...? Even thou' it's a Monday morning.

We are talking about 5k leh, not 5 dollars. (Fine. I'll ache even if I know I dropped 5 bucks, happy?)

"Wah lao ah ger, you really throw it into your dustbin!!"

I.THREW.THE.FUCKING

CHEQUE.INTO.MY.DUSTBIN

WITH.MY.OWN.BLOODY.HAND

And thank goodness, cousin was at home too to drive dad (along with that rectangle piece of sinister paper) to my school and viola! case closed. Head off to a good dinner.

Goddess of mercy dotes on me afterall. So does lady luck.

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What a way to pay school fees huh? I've always know I'm capable of throwing the metal spoon to the rubbish chute and yet the styrofoam box to the basin. Or, throw my lighter away and keep the empty ciggie box.

But money????? I must've been outta my mind.