I know how scary it looked for my previous post. Depressed and all. But no doubts about that, I was feeling ultimately down the past 2 days, and desperately trying to tune myself to the "positive" channel.
Seriously, this entire "depression" thingy sucks. It affects my health too. One moment I'll binge, another moment I'll feel like puking. Not to mention the amount of cramps I've gotten even thou' my menses has yet come. No, I'm not pregnant. Definitely. Uh-uh.
Didn't occur to me how awful it felt when I had depression previously. All I knew was pills and pills that made me sleep and sleep.
Solution was to keep myself away from everyone. M.I.A would seemed to be an ideal describtion.
Away from any possible agitation, to keep myself calm.
Away from anything, that upsets me.
Along with many friends (and my gucci ^-^) whom didn't fail to stay by my side, which I was deeply grateful.
(Big, BIGGG hug to all of you)
"With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, won't you say you love me too?" - Barney -
You love me, don't you? Yeaaaa, I know you do.
So, my remedy for insomnia swapped from sleeping pills to red wine. Which I reckoned it'll be zillion time better than what I'm getting down my throat now. Unless the pills are strong like my previous ones, else I wouldn't even think of touching it. Anyway, red wine was the one which helped me cure my sleeplessness. Which in turn, improved my depression.
Equation I've derived:
Insomnia > depression (or vice versa) > red wine (one small cupful per night, pls) + exercise + not cooping yourself up + do not haste into things + ideal amount of rest&relax + friends = road of recovery
I'm still not getting my normal self back, but it did improve a lil' today. So its a good sign. And I'm still working on it.
Plus, Miss Gucci is here to perk my day a lil' bit more...
THIS, is not mine. Its Kelly's grab. Original price $280
Mine. Original price $330.
What's with me and IT or Geeks?!!!
Speaking of coincidence.
I happened to read an article on "how geeks will make a better boyfriend" and all when I did my hair last Saturday. Sounded convincing and yada yada. Did some wondering and laughed at it eventually. Geeks??? For me? Nahhhhhhh.
Couple of days later I did this quiz on facebook:
"A geek from the word go"..."You excel at anything itechy...."
"My arse", I thought. That's the last thing I am or good at.
*****
Along came this "What type of persons do you attract?"
Never in my 24 years of life I'd imagine this to appear in any of the stupidest, lame quiz I've taken:
...
...
Geeks again.
I'm so not going to do quizes from facebook anymore.
Great. So I happened to be in my friendster, checking out my horoscope. It says I'm good at experiencing technological stuffs. Inventing mechanism will be a success and I will do a great job blah blah blah.
I'd rather buff and paint my nails.
Hmm..Maybe I'll build machines that gives you the most beautiful manicure of your choice, with perfumed (choice of Issey Miyaki, CK, Anna Sui, Gucci, Chanel, Hugo) acrylic nails and Swarovski diamante decos in just 5 mins. Not forgetting a good hand spa prior to that. Yup, all in 5 mins.
I'd better stop day-dreaming.
No comments:
Post a Comment