Dismay or Just plain tired?
Didn't feel the least bit of energy today even though I slept at 11.30pm last night. I'm tired... . "Tired to my dealiest deathbed". Always lurved this phrase I constructed. So me. So jinXed.
For many times, I doubt, if I can really complete my diploma and hop straight to degree without resting. All this part-time studying is insane.
3 months of intensive lecturing + assignment, 2-3 lessons per week. Then, term ends and we've got like 2 weeks of rest -- to prepare for exams, that is. Hellish. New semester starts again couple of weeks later. Insane. Been like this for the past 12 months. Reckon totally i'm drained by now. Which explains the reason why i'm here, word-vomitting in dismay to appease myself.
So, the question is, am i able to cont'n? Yes to determination. But doubts whether I can endure it emotionally. Entire degree takes about 2 years, bro. Not ideal to rest either, there's no time to spare. Have gotta catch up with the rest of the academically strong before i'm left last for the run.
At times I really, really take my hats off for those who are juggling with both studies and their career. Some even has a third tier -- family and kids. Surprisingly, they are handling it pretty well other then being tired. They are the ones we should look up to. And they are very, very grown up, not as young like you and me. *Chuckles*
Am I really in dismay am I juz plain tired today?
***Poor Jinxed***
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