Where are all the laughters when I needed them most?

Just when I thought I've Oops! -ed

Got a Casio Sheen for $137 just now. With diamantes around. Face's kinda small for my usual style. Been wanting to get a watch, but none catches my eyes. This was rather cheap, so I thought I'd give it a grab. Impulsive? Reason might be due to me being too stressed over tomorrow's wedding dinner.

Mum's sisters a.k.a my aunt are all gonna' be present. That freaked me out. Never once like em' cuz I was always been neglected since young. Apparently all my coussies are high-flyers. Even their partners are of good "breed". Damn. Can you imagine how much I wanna tiu em'? Plenty.

So here I am, stressing over tomorrow since last week. Didn't want Mum to "lose face". Especially when she's so full of pride. *Sighs* Rather, I was so strict on myself because I wanted to prove those people wrong. Even to Mum. Since none of them believed I could carry the family's burden, to take care of the house. Mum ever said, she has never trusted me to be able to take up the responsibility. Little to take care of her old age. My 2 brothers were always highly hoped instead. And look what happened?

Okay, think I'm getting abit off-hand buying those lashies. Irresistible, like I said. These stuffs are still lying at the original place you are seeing since just now. Can't be bothered to pack them. Laundry's mounting, can't be bothered either. Bathroom's having spotties around the tile, heck. Guess tomorrow's dinner's getting me grouchy.

"Where are all the laughters when I needed them most?"

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"If I say I'm proud to be daddy's girl, I really am proud to be one."



I'd be doing dad grave injustice if I don't post this up. Some majong kakis of his told him to brew this medication that heals all cough. Remedy goes:

7 Green apples, to slice into 7 pieces,

Together with 7 red dates, brew the apples with 7 bowls of water,

Medicine brewed till 70% of the entire pot.

(WTH! What's with all the sevens? Only lack is to brew the medicine 7/7 49 days. I'm still coughing thou. But this sh*t tastes good for medication. Rather, more of a dessert. Only if it's served chilled.)

Dad did as told. See how nice are the apples? *Grins with much appreciation* Wonder what'd I be if papa's not around... .